Sunday, February 12, 2017

Amalgamation. Return. And reborn.

This giddy- heart bust feeling has me swirling in time and cravings and I won't look back now.
When we say we want things we make them happen
And then surely words flow out like sweet humming bird song
And they always said you sing well -

Well?

I leeched oit all the gunk - swore my broken beads into my leather pouch and stomped
On the feathers,
Still

Fear
Held
On

And then,
5
6
7
There was no more holding on to numbing - paralyzing - anesthetic thought

Drain

Low

Down

Gone.

And then zoom zoom back out I rode into your heart and swung on the trees and branches woth you
We hug more passionately now

Your lios lock my lips tighter

Your eyes gaze deeper
-
Somehow.

And this is all i've learned.

That fear is toxic
Anxiety the enabler
Caution is swinging on roped barefoot
And who knows -
Falling can be perfect
Or splat
And we just never know

How can we?

So jump, frolick and order mad expensive clothing online
Since happiness is heart truths and knowing what makes you skip again.

And your laugh makes me laugh
And your heart makes me smile
And you say to me, "I love it when you smile."

And then I want to cry, since hearing this is all I've craveand asking dor words is like pulling adult teeth
And yours are all grown up,
But teeth is metaphor for me all year
And I need more
And I asked
And I shared

And we challenge
And we pull
And we grasp
And we don't want to let go

And that's the sign right there

So I bought the wors, warrior, branded upon my breasts
And it seems only fitting,
And life is a gas
A blast
And a whole lot of mind thought and fog
And then
Suddenly it all clears
And makes sk much sense

And you feel like your truest self again
The self you thought you lost and never could have back,

The self that you thought coukd never amalgamate and co-exist in in this one body,

And then,
At once,
It's just all so clear and all so easy
And flowers and leather and really high heels are the thoughts of the night
And you,
You,
Sweet you,
Delight and excite
Throughout every night. 

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