she already said it better

"
I could just simply say
I want you
and leave my mouth in your hand

"

"
You will drown
if you do not have
boundaries...

"

"

I fell apart many times
so
what does that say
about me
besides
I live through wars

"

"
Eyes that commit
that is what I am looking for

"

- Naayirah Waheed

The Opening

My hips, your knees,
and cracks are only cracks when you don't notice them,

and we notice them, and say, "Hey, that was me."

I cartwheeled around barefoot, ran races and said, "I will listen to you, you have value."

Your eyes glowed by the fire, grilling steak and I could see the fire inside you.

It's we, and I love it.

Somebody pinch me.

The day is here, it started without my knowledge, and I sang with no regret, It was smooth and on key, belting out, and I know, I know, I know why!

I sang out proud, saying,"Lord prepare me, to be your sanctuary,"

and I wonder still about the sacred and the spirit between us,
but our bodies are so insync, and our minds on the same wavelength, and they all say to us, "You two are really similar," and we laugh and smile, since we know it is truth.

We made waves and motions and I crave you.

Delighting here,
and openings are so alive,
you were a flat face, and I made a choice,
and months between so much was alive for us individually but timing is so crucial they say
and we were ready.

Here.
today.


We are something special and I'll hold it close, like I hold you.

blood orange

Penthouse you say,

or maybe the loft...?

Squeeze these hands and all that's left are the memories of joy bouncing in between tummies and that makes funny noises you know.

Secret languages are the way it goes, but we have treasure hunted long enough, and we know we are holding gold.

There are sapphires and diamonds in this one, and I get giddy just thinking about it.

 I'll hold on to it though for a moment, I'm not looking to cash in.

We talk of going hiking, camping, dreaming, wonder, magic, it's just so sweet.

I thank G!d for the moments and the tingles.

We collided in unison and I knew there would be an opening,
time always paves the way for such things.

Time and trust.

We held hands as we paraded down the swanky street, you looked so good, and I'm on your mind.

Touching.

Keep it.

Words are senseless if we do not use them,
so share, and be heard.

The eyes say more then we ever think they do.

Do you know yours are smiling with such pure delight?

And the smile too, it's always there, I keep anticipating that it will fade, but as I gaze, yours brightens.

Well then,
it can happen,
and it's not just me this time.

little blessings, and soon, we must recall, it's all about the third.
The greatness, the oneness, the creator of the dream we live in.

So I got a bloody blood orange and held it on my head since things seem dangerous but it's reversing roles and high school was better now, everything is on it's head, and what seems wrong is right, and they just wanted to help us anyways.

They asked, "who feels brave?"
and I raised my hand. I wanted to be first, I'm scared but I know i'll be fine, and so it goes,

always,

so it goes.