give me symphonies

'I open my eyes and beams come out' --

I know this place is just right, here, in between the sheets with you,

and I've never laughed so hard.

Easy. It's still there.

We made up an argument, a YES, NO, just because,
since we never disagreed before.

Laughter, and weirdness, and I read about the past.
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I said, 'almost everyday you screamed'.

We did not fit -
puzzled and oh so out of tune.
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The full moon shone bright last night
and this morning a wolf turned his face to me
sauntered into woods,
and nobody believes this girl.

wonder-eyes.

We are so lucky.

Pay me in dreams actualizing.

I am richer than ever,
and they keep on appearing.

And YOU.

I like the way you smile,
and I laugh
so
easily,

just like that blind woman,

in the bath house,

who knows we are all one,
but keeps her gold to herself.

It's always better,
and even in the fear of losing this,

I know.

Release gunk.

I hate to suppose, and the full moon made me luna-cray.

Shh,

look at me,
kiss my heart,
and wrap me up in your joy.

I won't let go.

your musk smell

Salty water and you're dipping into liminality.

Drum work and familiar beats - turning - upturning -
re-rooting

growing into something -

but

nothing grows in salt water.

You drown if you have too many rocks in your pockets.

If you go too far, there is no coming back

Release those hot rocks

down
down
to earth.

Salt water and a mixture of bone and blood.

bread.
honey.
rosewater.

they murmer incantations at dusk,
they sprinkle salt in the corners of the household,

poo, poo.

Indulko Grande: The grand sweetness.

Invite, invite, and then politely ask to leave all that is not worthy of your attention.

Salted water
is everything
our tears,
our sweat,
the ocean.

And didn't I tell you dear one, that you are the ocean?

I believe in the dripping wetness and the entirety of that old tale.

other people's time

Sunshine days and bones are frozen.

Limp.

Only for the moment.

'I am having a party, and I have no one to invite.'

this is a truth.

'They all love me and live miles away.'

this is a truth.

Surrender .

Black and white dreams and nana said it better.

There is itching in places I don't want,

and white is supposed to help, so do it.

We chat and end on phrases that don't hold weight, will we ever?

I am ready for the vineyards and model days,

It is today,
and it is also lagging.

Slow, slow, slow, and that is okay too.

realizing I am back on other people's time, and I don't quite know how to deal with that.

Partnerships can be messy and I am witnessing myself in others and learning how not to repeat old patterns of needing and craving and the pull that never goes away.

kraut and more kraut,
it's good for your gut, and we need to keep that clear.

and knowing.

I am the truth from foot to brow,
tell me more now.