shut up.
it's photos running through my head like where do I even store those perfect tattooed girls?
I see fur and I see table settings and I see all the inspiration flooding but I never feel like it's mine.
Hold On and Shut Up.
Something is streaming through and peeking out those pink ranunculas. Yes on black.
Something else is neither here nor there and words do so much to my psyche.
re-read, and tell me I'm really here.
If I didn't write this then who did? And then you get my drift, since we all are far more than these shells and mine is opening and opening to a far greater trancen-dance and there is color there and also something called money.
So
It's just the way it has to be hon.
We are not elusive, or reclusive and someway it's working in the beautiful space way we believed it would.
But stop staring and shut up, since this isn't anything you could have planned.
Okay, remember when we said I could close my eyes and envision anything I wanted?
So this is the time it matters.
It's open and clear and flow and blah blah blah we can say all these woo words but it's real so just let go.
and I am, don't tell me I'm not.
Okay, so be in the silent quietude, the irony of two words that sound the same and mean the same thing but are spelled different.
Just be.
and in this, your hamsas and gold hands will do the work.
talisman, my talisman, be my super and my guide.
Okay.
They all talk to me when I notice them, so just turn, and shut up.
or open that third mouth, the one that tries to shut it down, the one that second guesses and says I don't know enough, and shit, I'm not loud enough, or boy oh boy did I just say that?
YEAH, YOU SAID THAT!
And it felt so good.
IT FELT SO GOOD TO SCREAM.
and throw things,
so shut up
and just do it like you want to, since stagnation is a dis-ease and ill fit for you.
BIG.SO.BIG.SO UNBELIEVABLY BIG.
what is?
How far you've come.
How much you've learned.
Your ownership of your body and your mind.
So take that, and say,
YES. I'm exactly here.
so ground in the here,
and that's more than most can say.
it's photos running through my head like where do I even store those perfect tattooed girls?
I see fur and I see table settings and I see all the inspiration flooding but I never feel like it's mine.
Hold On and Shut Up.
Something is streaming through and peeking out those pink ranunculas. Yes on black.
Something else is neither here nor there and words do so much to my psyche.
re-read, and tell me I'm really here.
If I didn't write this then who did? And then you get my drift, since we all are far more than these shells and mine is opening and opening to a far greater trancen-dance and there is color there and also something called money.
So
It's just the way it has to be hon.
We are not elusive, or reclusive and someway it's working in the beautiful space way we believed it would.
But stop staring and shut up, since this isn't anything you could have planned.
Okay, remember when we said I could close my eyes and envision anything I wanted?
So this is the time it matters.
It's open and clear and flow and blah blah blah we can say all these woo words but it's real so just let go.
and I am, don't tell me I'm not.
Okay, so be in the silent quietude, the irony of two words that sound the same and mean the same thing but are spelled different.
Just be.
and in this, your hamsas and gold hands will do the work.
talisman, my talisman, be my super and my guide.
Okay.
They all talk to me when I notice them, so just turn, and shut up.
or open that third mouth, the one that tries to shut it down, the one that second guesses and says I don't know enough, and shit, I'm not loud enough, or boy oh boy did I just say that?
YEAH, YOU SAID THAT!
And it felt so good.
IT FELT SO GOOD TO SCREAM.
and throw things,
so shut up
and just do it like you want to, since stagnation is a dis-ease and ill fit for you.
BIG.SO.BIG.SO UNBELIEVABLY BIG.
what is?
How far you've come.
How much you've learned.
Your ownership of your body and your mind.
So take that, and say,
YES. I'm exactly here.
so ground in the here,
and that's more than most can say.
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