other people's time

Sunshine days and bones are frozen.

Limp.

Only for the moment.

'I am having a party, and I have no one to invite.'

this is a truth.

'They all love me and live miles away.'

this is a truth.

Surrender .

Black and white dreams and nana said it better.

There is itching in places I don't want,

and white is supposed to help, so do it.

We chat and end on phrases that don't hold weight, will we ever?

I am ready for the vineyards and model days,

It is today,
and it is also lagging.

Slow, slow, slow, and that is okay too.

realizing I am back on other people's time, and I don't quite know how to deal with that.

Partnerships can be messy and I am witnessing myself in others and learning how not to repeat old patterns of needing and craving and the pull that never goes away.

kraut and more kraut,
it's good for your gut, and we need to keep that clear.

and knowing.

I am the truth from foot to brow,
tell me more now.