cling wrap and that old mess

wake up
same routine
but I slept 12 hours and still can't open these eyes.

I recall the sadness now,
I buried it deep,
but things want to break.

puddles and streams
and clawing at the hardwood.

Remembering something that I don't want to.

one year.

we last for hours now,
clinging but not cling wrap,

I said, "even if you wrapped me in cyran wrap, I'd still be messy and ooze all over."

But the mess has been cleaned, and finally.

playing house, and all the make believe.

I lied so hard,
in order to feel something big.

Now I feel,
and we won't ever lie,
no,
not again.