When we become the rain

Rain water and that infinite glow.
Your castle has been sieged and I remember the river of truth -
so I dropped my neck,
you let me submerge
in you.

Body comfortable
I'm not even skin or bone
so it melts away and I'm not swimming
I'm just being and
the force
stops.

When we become the rain, we are finally ourselves.
And as they prayed for rain, "Morid Ha'Geshem,"
I dripped out tears.

The Tzaddikim used to take one shoe off in shul and it says, "and then it rained!"
So we must become the rain for Mashiach to crack through her hardened shell.

Words are contrite -
I feel the sickness of parting and the emptiness of a dead party when all the guests go home and it's cups and empty bottles left before me.

There is still your castle of water,
so I must dissolve.

Since we die everyday,
if only we surrender.