A Rainbow of Emotions

The Met, Modern Section.

I'm trying to define the feelings that are bubbling up inside of me as I pack up my belongings, finish my internships and say my final goodbyes. It's really indescribable and I'm not sure even what to make of that vagueness. I guess I could describe it as a rainbow of emotions, since in truth, I'm feeling it all. Yes of course I am sad it is over, excited to move forward, nervous to go back, happy to see my friends again, anxious about classes, tentative about leaving contacts that I have made in the city, overjoyed at my own personal growth, regretful of certain things I didn't take advantage of, nostalgic of the moments that were truly remarkable, content at my fortune, blessed to have found new friends, worried we will lose touch, unsure of the career path that I want to take in the future and joyously knowing that if I decide to stay in this track that I have made some amazing contacts who believe in me and want to help me get far.


All this and so much more. The mind right now a jumble of these thoughts and feelings, each one passing in and out a different vibrant hue and now it seems they all have stuck in me, one big muddled mess but a colorful one at that.

but I do think it is time to return, it has been a wonderful preview, but that is just it, the preview needs to end so I can live the real deal right now and always!